Less Than a Month Before Christmas, But Where Am I?

It’s been a long time since I’ve done this - type directly to my blog. I’m tired and restless, probably because the year is about to end I’m starting to wonder what I’ve done to my life this past year. I read at this blog and all I see is a site I wanted to be mine, but it is no longer me, no longer about what I want, who I am, where I am at. What’s going on? I think really hard and I finally realize the reasons:

1. My heart is found in the lens of my camera. Without my camera and my laptop, I am disabled. My happiness is gone, because I can no longer create.

2. Too much work. Who doesn’t get stressed out with too much work? 

3. I’m demotivated, because I don’t know what I want to do, I can’t find my focus. Particularly because I’m moving from one place to another everyday and I am getting too confused.

Guys, help me, give me a little encouragement, I think I need it now.